Where?

Lord,

It's been a bad couple of weeks. It seems like I've not been keeping step with you at all these past few days. I don't know where to start to ask for help. Where is the help you've promised? I've asked for so long for two things I need (according to your Word!!) and they're no where to be found! I don't understand!! Am I doing something wrong? Is it my fault? Am I being disciplined?
I'm not trying to blame you for my failures. I did them, they are my fault, and I confess them to you now. But still, where is the help? I just don't understand.

Confused,

Danny