I feel depressed. It feels like there is a hole inside me that nothing can fill.

Last Sunday I dreamed that I was in a church community, the likes of which I haven't really experienced for maybe two years or so. After waking up, I realized the apartement was empty except for me. It felt empty in more ways than one.

I realized that I'd had the same dream and same experience the Sunday before last, too. This time the depression has not let go. I don't know where to go with it. Ugh.